want

Today I'm with Lilian peacock Bui
shes gonna tweeter
Maybe we'll go eat boiling crab lates
with janie after janie drives or whatevaaaaa

anyways i want an EASY BAKE OVEN
SOOOOOOOOO BAD PUHLEASE
SOMEONE GIVE ME ONE :(!!!!!!

tmm

SUMMER SCHOOL
FML.

thats not my name

I know i always blog on the wrong days that things happen but whatever....
so yesterday ! :)
i was super super grumpy and the biggest grouch evaaaa ! The morning was bad but then after lunch i was a lot better but then when practice ended i was a grouch again :( @ night it was super super fun though ! Yummm pastaaa....
I got to see micha yesterday omg reunited and it felt so good ! :( too bad it was only for like 10 mins. cause her parents be all up in dat grillzzzzzz ! I'm planning on seeing her again next week thought whaddup ! ♥ pactn4 !

Oh yeah Lunch time was super fun !! Me matias, vy, andrew ngo, duy, lilian & Jerri went on an adventure ! Count it, 7 people in a 5 people car let me tell you it was an interesting car ride... :)
We went to costco the happiest place on earth and ate a chicken bake yum 3 dollar goodness of chicken cheese and bread ! :) Hope todays fun too !

Early Morning;
for some reason i'm up early today so i'll blog just to let the time passssss.
I've recieved so many early texts im surprised at how everyones up too !
Maybe we're just all coincidentally awake at the same time to keep each other
company hehee :) I dont know what's on the agenda today but as long as its not boring
and im not a grouch i think itll be a fun day. I've gotta edit this blog later, so this is like
a preview of the blog HAHAH so lame...
time to get ready !
later gatas
oh yeah ♥ JQ
R.I.P philip's C :(

some mo so-mores

ASB bonfire today;















bad weather, good company
super fun
i suck at volleyball
and i need to get out more
we played the 10 fingers game and at the end
i had 9 remaining... i put one down cause i never had braces.. LOL
kade you are WILD ! & k.dao... that was interesting LOLS !
so yeah fun times with jenny & lilian we are so funny
GIVE ME YOUR PEACOCK !!!





* oh yeah we had a pre-bonfire adventure with tony to ikea
yum. the cinnabuns are still as big as i rmmerd oh so delicious...

pauls's and angel's bonfire tmm, i dont think it could top
todays since we sang a bunch of random songs super loud
and sounded like a live version of kidsbop HAHAHA ! but
who knows ?! i think i'm gonna see Micha tmmrs. too !



toodle luu ! :)

Daylight

Morning World,

I've got nothing planned for today so i'm guessing today will be a spur of the moment type of thing. I felt like blogging just because i can i guess.
SO YESTERDAY
was a big big big bust in the morning. Jerri slept over and we were completely stranded with nothing to do ! Luckily jenburger missed me and texted me muahaha ! Cause she came and swooped us up in her honda and carried us away to tasteas! ahahaa Jerri had to go after that but me and JQ continued our adventure to the mall. Okay i seriously need a calender or something glued to my hand because i couldve sworn yesterday was a friday ! Jen told me the mall closes at 9 right cause it was already 6 when we decided to go, and i was liek yeah cause rmm i thought it was FRIDAY ! turns out it obviously wasnt friday.. and was a SAT. so when we got there after we went in one store everything closed like freaking lock down ! Jen was like i thought it closed at 9 on saturday, and im like no its friday and it does close at 9 ! we tried to figure out what holiday it was but then i realized it really was saturday and told her it closed at 7..... super bust ! Actually no, it was fun i bought this super cute floral zipper in the front dress it'll blow yo mind & i know exactly where i should wear it too :) !wait up folks it doesnt end there, then we traveled down to Jap. Grill and got california rolls for $3.25. Yeah, i'm still allergic to sushi, and yeah i still didnt learn my lesson. So i took the risk and i super felt the allergic reaction coming on so i stopped at 2 pieces took claritin and IT COUNTERD ATTACK SO I DONT LOOK GROSS TODAY YAAAY !! :)
We are planning on having an adventure part II this time with Chubby cheeks katelin !
loves it.


^ SUPER COOL, reminds me of the gum tree @ mcg !

I wonder what i'll do today, hopefully someone else misses me and swoops me up again. Highly unlikely though but who knows ? Yesterday was highly unlikely ! i love those kind of days though, the kind where its so go with the flow that theres never a boring minute cause theres always something to look forward too :]. Maybe i should ask micha if i could come over, i miss micha like the mall yesterday she too is in lockdown !

So liliane bui has a peacock in her backyard, and i've never been so jealous of anyone in my life ! I use to want a mini horse but now i realized my love truely lies in peacocks !! She told me she has a baby one and seriously liliane you better give it to me ! Imma train it to do tricks and attack people! The onylt hing that could top a peacock in my mind is an armadillo hahaha so if anyones got any of those, super hit me up !


Someone please tell me the difference between turtle rock, signal hill, and top of the world ? I've been to none of them so sad... but its okay cause i plan to go to all of them ! I wanted to go to china town to get a turtle and if i do succeed in that mission imma take it to turtle rock hahaha so romantic and artsy dont you think?. Something else i must do this summer is give seaside another chance, the first time i went there i was less then impressed but im willing to open my heart to it again ! :) Oh yeah someone teach me how to love Tea ! everyone always drinks it;
milk tea, black ice tea, blah blah blah but i hate it so much! someone teach me how to love it!

go pactn4 ♥ !
I feel like I'm missing something,

but i'm always forgetting something... oh well...
BYE ! :D

Note to Self : I need to stop getting pictures from

photobucket cause those bitches dont last !

" baby you're my A-thang
youre all i ever wanted,
we could do it real big,
bigger then you've ever done it ."

summa lovin

i love summer 09 ! ( so far )



I've gone out basically everyday of summer and its super worth while but i dont know how much longer i can keep it up LOL ! I've been super sleep deprived and tired :(.
Summer just began but i've met some new people, whaddup tony ngo !, got closer to people, been to new places, some old places and everything that could do in between. I've realized that life is a lot alot funner when youve got friends that can drive ! :)

BEWARE OF :
Jenny who thinks the road is like mariokart and is the craziest driver!
PK's road rage and her hatred for " slow kias " !
Jerri's lack of knowledge to driving rules... LOl
Duy's strange obsession with wanting to run people over....
& Emilys crazy burst of screaming

So we've only had 2 asb practices but they've felt like weeeeeeeeeeks ! lots of arguing colliding opinions and fustration but in the end i think it'll turn out fine. I really like everyone in asb this year i have to admit in the beginning i had my doubts of how we would all mesh but i think we mesh just fine :]. I really really want to take home the 1st place trophy for asb talent show i'm already getting anxiety ! Go LQ !

holy crud R.I.P MJ ! the most random thing that happened today..... literally a harmonized gasp with pk, me, emily, liliane, and kevin in the car ! super GASP ! thanks radio



I had no interest in the first transformers
but idk i really wanna watch the second one now !
other movies i'd like to watch include :


Away We Go
My Sisters Keeper
I Love You Beth Cooper
HARRY POTTER WHADDUP !
Paper Hearts
Julie & Julia

super yum for harry potter, i've always had a love for wizzards ! go harry go !


now, if only i could find someone who'd be willing to watch them with me ! or someone who could send me a good bootleg site :)



nothin but summa lovin in 09 , i'm super excited for more things !
hopefully i'll have time to blog about them :)
Note to Nina : must take pics !

oh yeah ! i need to find sunglasses i could rock !

[ insert pic. here ]

I LOVE ASB!
yay bonding !

viva las vegas

i just came home from the vegas trip and here are some things i learned along the way :



i shouldnt take trips because i can't escape people when they irritate me

i have a pretty low tolerance level, and a high dont-freak-out-and-cut-someone level too though

i text paul a lot.....

no sleep is no good !

avoid drunks cause they're crazy

casinos have cig vending machines ?!?!...classy.....

hallways in hotels are super creepy...

the bellagio hotel garden is my fav place in the world

listening to trance as music for the car ride seriously drives me

insane. i hate trance !

i cannot control my bladder for a 5 hr. car ride

i sleep as much as a hibernating grizzly

THANK GOD FOR AC !

hot hot heat vegas

the largest souv. store could basically be renamed too " largest vegas mug store "

i miss stg super mucho

oc>vegas

seriously i was suppose to add more but im so not in the mood to think !
( late post ! )

unbreakable unmistakable highly capable

Didn't blog yesterday but i'll say what i wouldve right now.

SUPER SUPER FUN FRIDAY ! sigh last friday this school year :( But it was well spent at least!
Me philip an & JQ went to the obey warehouse WOWWWW SUPER CUTEEE i didnt get anything though :( I'm proud of myself, i resisted temptation since i had to save for this summer!
JQ bought super cute rompers and idk what else i forgot ehheeh and i dont even know what philip got oh yeah i think a cardigan or jacket or something idk, and all an did was annoy the shit outta me !! jk, but yeah hate you hoe !! :)



It's so funny how an got tamale poisoning... :)
After that we went to thomas paine fair whooooo ! at first it sounds lame since its for like babys... but guess what made it alllllll better :), BOYS LEAGUE !! YEEAAAA love them.... thanks to them we got SO much food omg it was like all you can eat cotton candy, tacos, and all my deep desires :) yummm..... also i got a chalk kit which i tried out this morning, wow its so coool...
i ♥ BL !
----

So today, I disregarded that stupid survival project kit thingy we have to do for LaPera its so freaking hard and lame, i don't even know the first thing about surviving how does she expect me to make a how-to thing on it ?! whatever imma just google... jeeze hope she doesnt find my blog...



So i went and watched UP today, WOW DUMBEST MOVIE EVER!! the enemies were a bunch of talking dogs, they flew in a house, i couldnt even tell anything was 3D, theres a bird out of no where and they never explained why it was so rare it was so dumb that i enjoyed it...
But yeah i super liked today i havent gone to BT in soooooo long, surprisingly i didn't run into anyone cept like 2 creepers yikes ! If i had to redo today, i wouldnt do anything different i think it was perfect ;]. Stupid cops called us out on our curfew i wish i had a fake I.D wouldnt that be funny, if i got a fake i.d just to stay longer at bt? ahahahaha :)
btw thanks for the gift :) <3333333333>
but its alright cause i think you give me something, thats good for the soul.


+ AJ RAFAEL ANSWER MY MESSEGE ALREADY !!


dont worry micha, i got your back
you arent responding to my aims
& i know its for a good reason
so aim me asap I'VE BEEN THERE RMM?!.
LOVE YA GIRL !!!

Night world, im so tired
" last night i saw you in my dreams,
now i can't wait to go to sleep "

mums yums

itsanthonyfoo (7:56:12 PM): i see that you havent wrote today's blog yet
^^^^^^^
now you will see that i have heh heh heh.

So i'm currently awaiting my mom's arrival which will be accompanied with delicious popeyes chicken :) So in the meantime i'll write a short blogssss.
Lately, i've felt myself extremely disoriented like i keep forgetting what words come next in my sentence... its extremely bizarre and idk why someone diagnose me please.
It's almost 9 and i don't feel really sleepy.. i hope it's a good night tonight i hate staying up tired with nothing to do. I have'nt had an interesting dream lately, and if you didn't know i'm very very fond of my dreams i suppose having no dream is better then having a nightmare. I'm just rambling now i really don't have my mind straight ay yi yi .
whatever, i love brittney spears & turtles
PEACE!

into your gravity

"and i can't be sure,
if you're something i'd miss,
cause i've heard it all before."




Today was the norm., i actually went out for late start. it was soooo fun i never knew jack in the box could be interesting. yummm mini sirlon burgers & churros. unusual combo but the perfect match !! :] Too bad this was the late last start this year :(.
SPANISH BENCHMARK was the bomb love ya phiphi..LOL
yay my wish came true lapera didnt check annotations today, unfortunately for me however i actually have to do them now... i really don't want to.. really don't and most likely i won't.. then i'll pray for her not to check em tmm but what are the chances of that ?! imma consult someone who has stats to help me out maybe i'll get lucky... ;]

Today in geometry omggg super fun w/ hoang, ngan & soemaya you know those games you play like cup, pogo, & " what you'd bring to the moon " super fun... talking about the moon i'm so addicted to that songg ! "cause i'll pull down a cloud for you, i'll circle the stars and bring em back " lovvvvvvvvvvve it, even though i don't get what kanye is saying heheee...
I'm looking forward to this weekend, i hope its super fun.
I'm excited for vegas and all the camps too ! I've been so out of it lately
COME TO ME SUMMAAA !!!!
and I HATE MY ALLERGIES I STILL LOOK EFFIN BEASTLY ughhh......
stop pointing it out bitchesss ! :( [ hua & vu ]



Congrats to
An hoebag to, julian & anthony do
for making boys leauge !!!

* so today, i was in the asb room with mytran and this other girl while i was looking through mytrans yearbook i heard them talking. they were tlaking about 11:11 and the girl was like have any of your wishes ever come true? and mytran says nope, so the girl is like "and you still wish erryday?" , " yup " then the girl was like
"youre a romantic then, an idealist."
Personally i stopped wishing a long time ago.. so what does that make me ?
-----------------------

I'm where i want to be
come copilot with me.

melancholy without hope

i miss you quite terribly.
its been awhile since i've missed someone,
i admit it's bitter sweet.



NOTE TO EVERYONE ;
never make plans at a sushi restaurant.
seriously, i have no self control and i;ll end up
eating it and have another freaking allergy attack
SPARE ME !



Lately I've had a new fear. FEAR OF OPENING THINGS.
like seriously i think im scarred for life. I'm terrified of
opening doors, closets etc., because the moment before i open it
i envision like beastly shit poppin out and it scares me... which reminds me
i have got to get someone who's brave enough to open my 6 month unopend p.e locker
to get my shoes out... i wonder what awaits dun dun dun..




For the first time in a long time i'm legit-ly tired !
My dearest apologies to an & philip for not having the strength to awaken in the middle of the night to go munch. Reign check, psyche.. never..

Late start tmmmrssss. PLEASE LAPERA DO NOT CHECK ANNOTATIONS oh my gah i am so screwd if she does oh lord i'll probably just run away after 5th period i can't handle english :( ! I don't want to do anything anymore, i just wanna sit in class all day and just talk, I don't want school to end, i just want the work to stop it makes my life so unenjoyable. Mcha, k. ander & gasu best be at jacks tmm morning ! if i am there by myself surrounded by those dumb mcgarviners imma be so angry i'll knock over all their ceramic thingsss! Talking about ceramics yeah janiec still hateeeeeeee ya [ refer to FIRST BLOG EVER.] you got kinda better i guess .. nah not really....



my summer is super super super packed.. I've never had a busier summer.. I think i'll need a summer for my summer... an escape ! i hope i don'get dark and chrispy yikes.. better buy myself a visor!

For now I'll slumber, sit back and wait for the daylight :)

School Ends
Summer Begins
Miss ya 09!

in moderation

pictureing you & me,

what a thought

what a thought

intriguing yet bizarre

with a pinch of

amusement

what a thought... :)

I've gotta revive

my love

of blogging.

people who made my day

♥
AN TO; diva
JQ jenburger ninataco
PHILIP ate the crust to the grilled CHEEE
SUNNY SUNSHINE TYSON GASU , stupid creep
MICHA give me yo shoes NOWWW
MNMK ♥

dear bitch

i hate you, i want to express it but it would have to involve me you and a shank.
youre a trick ass hoe kay? fuck off :)
" shes pouchy and chunky, a fat puddy chicken "



* Micha was in miami, trick .
I want to run LA now,
a more cheery blog tmmrs folks,
but for now i vent about the puddy chicken




p.s AN TO & PHILIP
you would go bankrupt if you worked @ the swap meet
And to you SUNNY SUNSHINE GASU, i hope you wake up next to an extremely " untouchable "
" PETER PHAN, and his aZn-bby, BOY! "
Kevin A - We're gonna turtle battle you best believe

Speaking of turtles, i love♥ shell M & k :)

please tracy RMMRS no fear Shakespeare tmmrs ;)


LOVE HOANG TU<3
the " sunshine of my life"

Oh god please let me pass that stupid Test today
wish me luck for espanol tmmrs, and i wish i brought
the right materials home today hahahaha,<3>
Feel better geeeeeeeee-mas.


BTW ; T-na ha LE,
since you " followed " me on blogspot and i just noticed, i feel obligated to write something interesting from now on :)

the birds and the bees
the hers and the hes
the his the ma'ms
the sir's and the she's

through the looking glass

who are you?

cause I hardly know, just at the present-- at least I know who I was when I got up this morning, but I think I must have changed several times since then. I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, because I'm not myself, you see.

Drop the past and be true

tell me now tell me how,
before the truth goes back to hiding.

i'll bend but not break .
Its just one of those moments where things are becoming clear. Times like these you know? I don’t know why but its always when I’m eating rocky road. So I was thinking, why do I even eat rocky road? I mean in all honesty I hate the “ rocks “ within the road, and isn’t that the whole point in eating it ? is to love the rocks. I guess that’s just me complicating everything again. And my life has been super simple for awhile too ! Maybe that’s why I haven’t blogged, nothing really had to be said. On the other hand, I always have something to say , I guess I was just covering what was in front of me and revealing it now I’m so caught off guard.
I feel the wound as if it was fresh, as if it was yesterday. Don’t pour salt, even though I know youre throwing me into the ocean. I could feel the inevitable but Im hoping in the possibilities.
I'm in need of some direction, and I'd be open; to your suggestion.

" now heres the sun ,come to dry the rain warm my shoulders,
and relieve my pain , your the one thing i'm missing here."

I wish it was febuary, I don’t really know why,
I just like the air it’s getting hard to breathe again.
I need to be bold.

m (10:12:25 PM): i didnt really wanna tell you
(10:12:33 PM): cause i didnt want it get to you
^ at first I felt kind of betrayed but then i felt really loved? LOL!
Love you through it all on the reals “ HONESTLY ” <3>


oh yeah i love ♥ MNMK :D

yums

i know i haven't been blogging,
and i don't think i will blog, until
spring break ends;
blogs ya later :)

♥

mnmk (:
more tomorrow, ♥ ♥ ♥

" I'll keep my feelings deep inside, for another time. "

chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere.

I didn't want to go home today,
i do not know why,
I'm always sad about being stranded and for once
i didn't mind being lost.
I stayed at school for awhile, didn't do much
but it was exactly what i intended to do, strange isnt it.
Especially since i'll have to stay @ skoos tmm anywaysssss,
I really do complicate my life !! ,But i really do think i wouldn't have it any other way :).
Seriously, whenever i hear " Disturbia " it makes me want to dance like those beasts in the music vids. HAHA.
I hate spending my time in the student store, just cause i waste all of my dollars!
Michael Matias told me about the $1.25 chinese food and i couldnt even get any cause i spent all my $$$ on gatorade, chips, grandma cookies, and k bar oh sheeeesh ! :]
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

^ HAHAHAHA <3333 laaavs my life :)
Random Things from today :

+ i tied my hair crooked and ended up with a side ponytail which made my head uneven
+ Me and anthony decided that whenever i wear floral he'll wear plaid[vice versaaaa]
+ the creeper note tyson let me read in ceramics was HILARIOUSSSS!
" I think we should get together like bf/gf" oh my gaaah so funny.
+ i lost my binder :(, im hoping itll come back soon.
+ I think i eat faster nowadays cause i seem to lose my appetite at random moments from unexpected events.
+"Its true that when you meet the love of your life time stops, but what they don't tell you, is that it goes extra fast afterward to catch up."
+ I want to be someones imaginary girl !
+ I had a weird dream last night, which created more questions then answers.
+ i really hate lockdowns, they're so annoying !! they dont even really keep the crazy's out.
+ I could hear the fireworks from disneyland from my house, seriously without the actual seeing of the fireworks, the sounds are just plain annoyinggg!
+ today my eye was soooo itchy in english omg, thank goodness that game i played with jose distracted me or else i'd be wearing an eyepatch right now. Kind of attractice actually :).
+ I've been listening to the same songs over and over, and each time its something different.
+ Miss ya, times like these.

" all the things i feel i need to say i cant explain them in any other way
and if i tell the world the things i think i'll never say enough cause it was not said to you."

irony of love

The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. A piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love.

*"hands down, I'm too proud for love,
for with eyes closed, its you i'm thinking of,
but how we get from A to B it can't be up to me."

goodbye blues

Spring Fest was todayyy ! it wasn't as great as great as fall fest :(. I'm glad i started talking to Tyson, he is so well connected like today with the wendys hamburger, and strawberry milkshake for micha weeeeeeeees exclusive :). Anyways so i missed Kevin today, right guys ? hes the life of the ceramic party, and let me tell ya only a pinata could've filled the void in my heart !!! hehehe. :) <3333>
oh kevins turtle... :)

^^^ lolssss!, IZZZZYYY G !



They say you learn something new everyday, I wonder what i learned today. Well whatever it is, whatever i learned it wasn't what i had hoped to know.

For the longest time i thought i was the question mark, turns out you were the mysterious one.

Tough week,

long week,
thats all i remember from the past 5 days,

is that it was tough, and it was long.

BUT, Today was sooooooooo greaaaaaaaaaaat!

UNFORTUNATELY it wasn't with anthony & michelle cause that stupid crab lady, is still on lock downnn , T.I. just got 1 year, i wonder how much longer michelles gonna be >:0.

Instead, it was with my cousin and since she drives, and has $$$$$ she took me places HAHA.

@ first it was just to drive me home from LQ since once again, nina is standed and too paranoid to walk cause of creepy creepers creepin out in the world :(. Luckily, thanks to my cousins hunger, we went to the yummiest place in yumville, boiling craaaaaaaaab! :D. Oh my gaaah its never been spicier i was on the verge of tears HAHA, i had to stop eating cause i didn't want to look like a big baby :(, how embarassing... Anyways like a fool my cousin orderd crawfish instead of shrimp !!!! I alwaaaaaaaaays eat shrimp instead of crawfish, because its more delcioous but mostly because shrimps look cuter then crawfish heh heh heh :)....seriously.

VS .

WELL, I had the biggest food coma, but i swear half of it was due to all the water i had o drink from the spices -_____-. After that, we got yogurt which i've been craving since foreverrr !, and she made me help her organize her room which lucky for me, she ended up giving me a bunch of stuff >:]. After that it was 10 @ night, and guess where we go....

thats right.. wall to the mart ! i was soooooo happy, i dont even know why, i guess its my love for franchises ahahah :[]

Lastly, a trip to tasteas, which i was surprised to see a whole bunch of people up in that shizzzzzzz, i got this suave vanilla moca thing idk, i dont drink tasteas but my cousin got it for me, and it was IIGHTSSSSSSS., i tihnk the caffine made me crazy cause i was dancing to lady gaga alllll the way home, i liked today, today made me tired, but for once, in a good way :).

Hope to have energy for ND's dinner party tmmmm lets see who i meeeeeeet, cutiessss plxxxx! Don't worry, I'll blog bout itsssss :)

happy birthday guuuuuhhhhh.

p.s I CANT WAIT TO SEE THE NECKLACE ANTHONY DO MADE FOR MEEEEEEES<3333

I love how he texts me and ask if i'm wearing floral. :D

Oh yeah funny thing happend, i was looking at M's myspace pics and i told her that guy in the black was cute. She responds by saying

" yeah thats my bestfriend, he has a boyfriend"

^ HAHAHAHAHA !! ... love my life. :)

I'm done blogging for today I'll probably eat strawberries & watch late night television until i snooze. :)

before i sleep

I could barely keep my eyes opend , thats why I'm going to sleep. I hope I'll have more to say tomorrow; :)
"Sometimes my burdens get so heavy
And it seems too hard to bear"


(9:59:35 PM): like, if people could just talk to you

(9:59:36 PM): like

(9:59:39 PM): the you that i'm talking to

(9:59:44 PM): the self conscious

(9:59:46 PM): insecure

(9:59:49 PM): little nina

(10:00:02 PM): behind big personality ghetto nina.

(10:00:41 PM): i think you have to find your balance.

(10:01:49 PM): you have to maintain your radiant presence, but not let it overshadow your tenuous heart strings.
^i know i say you should tone down your complex mind,
but honestly, dont listen to me. youre too bold for simplicity,

post #15 for

No one like
Michelle Pham,
on the reals.<333333333

Lately;

its been awhile crocodile.

I didn't title this blog before i wrote because i dont even know what i intend to write about. Let me start out by saying, these days are going by sooo slowly, and oddly enough i still wish there to be more hours in the day. Maybe its because everytime i realize theres things to be done its too late. I remember on Saturday how everyone was really sad.And then i noticed the weather was soooo gloomy that day too, and it made me think, Maybe the weather doesn't like being gloomy. I mean i guess its not its fault the clouds got a little dirty and turned gray, and maybe the sun had a rough day and just needs some time to get its shine back. Thats why i told myself i wouldn't wish it away the next time it came along, cause i did miss it that one tuesday when the weather was as clear as my window after my mom sprays it with windex.I guess i didnt mind it was gloomy, since it was kind of like, i wasn't the only one.

" the rain won't last forever And you know the storm won't always flow But if the sun don't shine forever You gotta let it go."

Seroiously, i keep hearing neyo everywhere i go! The OC must love his voice all up and down the coast. Cause I've heard " Mad " so many times its making me mad ! Oh well at least he didn't beat up Rihannaaaaa.


^^ HAHAHA NEYO'S RIDICULOUS...

I've gotta admit, i've got this thing for things that are floral. :)
Anthony Do is getting sick of seeing me wear floral ,
and laura says she sees me wear it at least once a week.
i mean now that i think about it, maybe thats why i love spring so much.

^^i could rock that :)

My dreams aren't like what they use to be. I was just thinking about it and they've all been really random lately, not like before, when it was basically the same dreams but different versions. Or maybe they were really different but they all just meant the same to me. Either way, maybe its because i dont know where i'm at and its reflecting in these dreams. But honestly i think its just cause i dont know where my paulfrank pajamas are at, and those give me the besttttt dreams :).
I always did prefer daydreams, over reality.
& everything keeps happening, in the most peculiar way.



I havent blogged for awhile. And i could write more but I'm just soooo tired,
I think I'm going to sleep soon, lets see what i'll dream about tonight.
I've got a lot of questions, maybe i'll find the answer in my dreams.
bloggggg yaa laterrrrrrrrrr :)

* honestly, i haven't updated my myyspace in a whileeee, i think blogging has replaced myspace! heh heh heh . i mean, if i'm going to say stuff here, what more could i possibly be able to say on myspace? LOls... :)