melancholy without hope

i miss you quite terribly.
its been awhile since i've missed someone,
i admit it's bitter sweet.



NOTE TO EVERYONE ;
never make plans at a sushi restaurant.
seriously, i have no self control and i;ll end up
eating it and have another freaking allergy attack
SPARE ME !



Lately I've had a new fear. FEAR OF OPENING THINGS.
like seriously i think im scarred for life. I'm terrified of
opening doors, closets etc., because the moment before i open it
i envision like beastly shit poppin out and it scares me... which reminds me
i have got to get someone who's brave enough to open my 6 month unopend p.e locker
to get my shoes out... i wonder what awaits dun dun dun..




For the first time in a long time i'm legit-ly tired !
My dearest apologies to an & philip for not having the strength to awaken in the middle of the night to go munch. Reign check, psyche.. never..

Late start tmmmrssss. PLEASE LAPERA DO NOT CHECK ANNOTATIONS oh my gah i am so screwd if she does oh lord i'll probably just run away after 5th period i can't handle english :( ! I don't want to do anything anymore, i just wanna sit in class all day and just talk, I don't want school to end, i just want the work to stop it makes my life so unenjoyable. Mcha, k. ander & gasu best be at jacks tmm morning ! if i am there by myself surrounded by those dumb mcgarviners imma be so angry i'll knock over all their ceramic thingsss! Talking about ceramics yeah janiec still hateeeeeeee ya [ refer to FIRST BLOG EVER.] you got kinda better i guess .. nah not really....



my summer is super super super packed.. I've never had a busier summer.. I think i'll need a summer for my summer... an escape ! i hope i don'get dark and chrispy yikes.. better buy myself a visor!

For now I'll slumber, sit back and wait for the daylight :)

School Ends
Summer Begins
Miss ya 09!