But mostly i think it is to tell the world about how EVIL MRS. JANIEC IS !!! Today i recieved a refereal, the first referal in my wholeeeee 6 months of high school life ! and dissapointed to say it isnt for a street cred reason like beating the shizzz outta anyone but because get this peeps i ate a stupid CRACKER IN CLASS. not even a whole cracker i ate half of it and she went ape shit on me. whatever. The counselors dont see the ridiculousness in this but i think it is outrageous ! im so close to calling TMZ and having them confront her and her power usage. I admit there is a rule against " no eating " but i seirously dont consider eating half a cracker eating barely snacking. And one day i hope she looks around and notices everyone eating full course meals around her! This isnt over Janiec, i did not learn my lesson if anything you merely encouraged me to eat a piece of bread next time.
I had a conversation with Emily today, and it just proved to me that she is truely my number 1 top notch chick ! " If they be hatin on you, you tell them to messege me ! " LOL! :) I'm pretty sad about how she goes to pacifica but the distance is making my heart grow fonder for her!Sometimes we lose touch but i think the fact that when we do take the time to talk its like we never stopped just shows how much we do love eachother! <3333333333 BFF forreals.
"Are you mine, cause i think about it all the time. "
I'm really addicted to mary's lily allen myspace song. +++ victorias too! I was reading Shell's blog and i can so relate with her, shes kind of why i made this blog too but once again MOSTLY TO SHARE MY HATE OF JANIEC. anywho... :)
For all the times i don't think of you, the times where i miss you it is truely whole heartedly and not half ass, which is sooo the legit kind of miss where only if it was only for a couple minutes it makes up for the whole day of unacknoledement. < i could never spell... My heads battling with my heart and the logic has been torn apart. Sometimes i wish you would be the structure of my thoughts but since its not there i really have nothing to go on... Its like trying to find waldo which gives me a headache and you dont even wear stripped shirts... Idk, i know alot of people judge us and at first i did care because i take it personally when ppl get in my life. But then i talked to samiya (okay i cant spell her name but the girl i talk to in geometry) and she gave this clear image of how she lived her life in a so "IDGAF what people think about me," kind of way, which i do live my life that way but not to the extreme. i suppose i am pretty sensitive but then again this load of stress on these small shoulders of mine are a big contribution to my many mood swings nowadays plus im on my period , DONT JUDGE :). I dont know how this is going, i guess in the end maybe im waldo, and i just have to focus on finding myself first. One day, you should meet me half way.
I dont know why i wrote so much for my first blog, but then again i talk a lot, im not surprised. :)
p.s I'm excited to go to MarchMadness "with" you, I wish my hair was red. :)
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